Thread:Sh'çift/@comment-24276288-20140204082010/@comment-25407503-20140204092151

Psi-vamps are born but it doesnt awaken in everyone and if they do its usually during puberty. the first time was when i was 16 i was walking home from a friends after dark as i walked under a street lamp i felt something stir in me with a hunger shortly after the psy-tendril lashed out of aura grabbed the street light and drained it the light went out i was scared and ran all the way home without stopping. Shortly after the visions and nightmares started.. hunting pouncing killing drinking draining... as the beast taught me what i was.. scared and weak i sought help from a friend an empath who is like a second mother to me i shall call her "Demy" though that is not her real name for future refrences. She told me what i was and taught me the basics of what it is.. but the beast is that a beast... primal and instinctual. It lacked compasion i hated it i hated myself for having it. I starved it of energy trying to kill it but i only damaged myself. i would black out and awaken to the damage it caused relationships it ruined friendships it destroyed people it traumatized. I got sick of it at the age of 17 i attempted to take my own life to end its. Demy talked me out of it. and the beast and i came to an agreement. He stays inside me as a voice and only comes out when i let him. and i will feed it and not try and kill him anymore. You see i am not the vampire. Something else inside me is. psi have an intuition that guides them i have what seems to be a demon or parasite. It has exceptional healing abilities mending in hours what would take days. when he is in control i am faster than any human is stronger proprtionally too. quick and agile even sprinting at top speed my psionic abilities are enhanced too. but he is primal if he feels threatened his first instict is to defend not reason. he talks differentto same voice but... darker,wiser, metaphorical rather than literal. he still teaches me many things and him and i are one now.