Board Thread:Questions and Answers/@comment-24890168-20140501214645/@comment-24890168-20140502000151

i'm not doing it because i'm an anime fan :P i am trying to find the uhm...right....place...spiritually...for me...i've been a christian and a catholic but honestly i dont believe in that stuff because of personal expirience...i was basing everything off of logic then got interested in quantum physics...then looked more into the workings of that and somehow ended up here then i talked to my girlfriends cousin and she told me she believed in similar things. this is what i've told the other people so if there is repeat information dont get upset and think i didnt read your post :) i read the posts and thanks for the feedback...

i listen to bineural beats and the sound of a storm...along with trying to focus on my heart beating...then once i get focused on all of that i count my breaths up to 100 and if i mess up i dont get mad or anything just restart and i keep doing that till my mind gets quiet then i imagine energy flowing from all parts of my body to my tummy then  to my hands and i hold them like if i was trying to make a psi ball and imagine my hands sparking at the palms to the ball in the middle...and i imagine the ball getting bigger...but i never feel a ball when i push my hands together or at all really... but i do feel a tingly sensation on my hands and can feel the tingly sensation go down my arms into my hands when i first start but then the feeling leaves my arms and stays on my palms till i'm done

i'm going to try working with the energy more and everland that kindof made me laugh "but is this case asking in a psychic forum will probably end with a "i cant say for sure" or a "sure if you feel like it then it must be true" and they are both useless answers"

i've been asking numerous people their thoughts and such on it because the more opinions on the matter the better chance i will find success :) find some way to make this work...

also everland i do enjoy anime a ton, yes, but as i said its not the source of this want. :) thanks a ton for the feedback