Board Thread:Questions and Answers/@comment-25211301-20140722115412

I need to learn which ESP I have been born with, and how to control it.

Sometimes there is a warning sense that it's coming on. Other times it just comes out of no where and hits me.

When it's happening it takes a lot of strength out of me, and lasts up to 50 seconds. If I'm not feeling strong enough I can push my thoughts elsewhere to try and avoid it.

First my stomach kind of draws in, my mouth feels odd, the muscles around my skull feel heavy. Then all of these senses bombard me. It always feels familiar, I see, I hear, I feel, always something repeats itself over and over. As it happens I try to tell myself to remember the voice or the song. But as soon as it stops I can't remember. And I get sick to my stomach feeling, my whole body just feels ill, and I usually have to stand still for a minute.

My mother and sister and I always know when the other is hurt or happy, often I call them not knowing why and they say they were thinking of me, and vice versa.

I have explained these happenings to them almost all my life, we just call it "my flashbacks," they told me when I was a child it was dejavu. As I grew older I was able to distinguish dejavu, and dejavu does not cripple  you! Lol.

If you have any ideas where I should start? I Am just starting to explore all of this. If you have similar symptoms and have a name for it that would be really helpful. Thank you.  