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Everland wrote: i am 18 years

I suffer from asperger syndrome is at least what my psychologist thinks

I learned to read alone at the end of my 2 years old

as a child I was always different from the others, while other kids wanted to be athletes and movie actors I wanted to be a scientist

I've always been good at drawing, maybe because I have a great capacity of visualization

while other children spent the class talking I spent learning but not with the teacher because I already knew everything that was going out of his mouth

most of the stuff I learned was through the internet or books or my aunts taught me

with time teachers no longer had anything useful to teach and I coessi looking for things enteressavam me like programming animation and other useful things

by the 13 years old I learned to do this, this strange feeling like magnets in my hands

I did not get to practice much, it was more like a toy something only I could do

after I left school I started doing law school, but I could not endure the mental diarrhea that comes from the mouth of those teachers

after a time on a forum for designers and writers I read a script about dreams and it made me get on the internet about dreams out, what led me to learn about lucid dreaming

the idea of controlling my own world where no one can disturb my happiness, it was great but sooner or later we all have to wake up to the painful reality of our lives

researching on a forum lucid dreams I got the term astral projection, I tried but there was no telling if that It was not just a different dream

later I started to I dive into the subject psychic, naturally, I came upon an army of religious believers and impostors Advertisement self help books

I expected that but what surprises me is that many of those proven fraud had thousands of ignorant believers who truly believed in them

I tried ignoring it for more scientific explanations and practicable methods

I failed epically not find any explanation of what is psi besides religious beliefs, This continued until I found a video of a guy with one of those chi wheels

this guy explained in detail how to make a psiball and how to make the wheel move

he had no evidence that the video was not fake yet his determination and seriousness impressed me

in the end of the video he said that there was no way to prove it was a fake or if it was real, that sounded like a looser excuse

but he said that the reason no one learns psi is because nobody tries, I accepted the challenge and tried to learn and of course I learned

I saw people who had similar experiences to me and the exercises really did effect, with time i learned to do it propely

in my quest for knowledge I learned about many things Grounding Shielding Centering Visualisation Psiball Construct etc.

and expecialy psi but what really caught my attention was kinesis

TK was good but it is a huge effort just to move a chi wheel so I wanted to learn something that was more unlikely they call fraud

then I searched for other types of kinesis as pyrokinesis, and to my misfortune I found an infinite amount of,?? kinesis that not correct translation had not had any theory that would make sense

I got so far as to see people saying that can destroy stars and create black holes

naturally i also found reasonable people who actually make sense and gave methods that worked

my psychologist thinks I'm crazy and my aunt threw holy water on me now i have o take a psychosis drug that make dizzy

I do not know how it is in the USA but where I live the government is corrupt the police is useless you can kill their own parents and getting caught out with no problem even with inheritance rights and if you understand a shred of chemistry ready you kill a person and she is diagnosed as natural death

the reality is cruel, cruel is not good, but the reality is that

i know people are all evil this is why there are only two things i believe in this world:

one is the psi and the other is the science

no matter what kind of lie people pass on you 2 + 2 is always 4

and not think psi is not in any way against science for me it just unknown like years ago people didn't knew gravity

but when others come and tell me that can teleport and cure cancer just thinking no I do not believe

when i say i dont like i am restraining myself to not say i don't believe when i say it sounds like religion i am restraining myself to not say you are a self deluded religious

now for the last time i am not here for having fun talks about tea i am here to learn if you are more interested in cool names anime and religious beliefs please dont shove it tinto my head like ultimate truth

dude you are the staff and you choose a name based on coolness the motive i found this site is because psiwiki is the first thing you get if you type psi on google and the other sites i found have psi on the name

you wanna know forget it i am going to practice because it give me way more results You and I have alot in common.... The aspergers and the learning by yourself thing.... the drawing and all that...