Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-121.54.44.90-20150105111200

My house has two floors. On the first floor is where we all live but on the second floor, nobody lives there. It's pretty much abandoned. So whenever I fight with my mom or when someone gets me sad or mad, I go there. I feel a strong sense that the porch on the second floor is my happiness. Like yesterday. I fought with a friend and I just ran up the stairs and sat down and closed my eyes. When I first got there one minute ago the wind was calm, but when my tears started falling, the wind started blowing hard and it started to rain. I opened my eyes and I thought "Omg. Did I do this?!" I tried to raise my hand. And then, a minute later, the rain stopped. I raised my other hand. Then, the wind started blowing again! I actually made it rain!! But today when my classmate fought with me, I went outside of the classroom and gritted my teeth. I could feel a strange hot feeling in my fingers and eyes. I stayed there for a few minutes.. Then a minute later.. It rained! Have I been making it rain??? Also when I'm sad I see smoke in the air and my hands turn abnormally hot. Is this normal???! 