User blog:Horsyqueen/Young Telepathy

Being a telepath would be some peoples dream. A dream to have the abilities like the hero's in Marvel, manga and anime's. The truth is very different. The ability is looked at as being used for more hostile psychic attacks which draws in the more childish wannbe's. Telepathy is misunderstood. I am here explaining what I have experianced and relating it to telepaths in general.

I was born with telepathy and other abilities, but telepathy is the one everyone remembers. I have taught people who are practically desprate for telepathy and not even knowing the risks or what it can do. People think its a amazing ability which only does good.

My ability has caused alot of pain for me in the past. The pain problem is the mind reading part of telepathy, mind reading as a natural ability can be a torment. I cant stop reading minds, never could not stop reading minds. It means I cannot always tell the difference between my thoughts and others. I have lost friends and communications due to this. The only good point is I know what people are going to say before they say it.

Mind reading made me grow up a little too fast. I partly want to cling on to a childish nature which I try to keep. When in cities I cannot hear anything but the thoughts of many, which i try to block out with very, very, very loud music on my Ipod. A telepath with mind reading abilities can seem abit thoutless without having any thoughts they know as their own. In a way telepathy can gave me the ability to not even seem like I am thinking.

Telepathy could be confused with schitzophrenia. I know I am not schitzophrenic nor insane and have the proof.

The thurd eye can be a key factor in controling telepathic ability, although I hate the constant mind reading I will not close my thurd eye or damage my telepathy. Living so long with the mind reading problem has made my telepathy, me and me, my telepathy. I suppose I am at one with my ability.

Mind control, the telepathic ability people want. It is horrid. I have it but over recent months I am controling it so at the moment I will only use mind control to help animals and people.

Most of this doesn't seem that bad. Telepathy causes headaches, ears rining, emotional problems, confusion and general tierdness. Headaches is the key problem asociated with telepathy.

If someone needs help with their abilities help them, please.

Oh my gosh I can't think of much more to say.