Thread:Thepsychicwidget/@comment-19903036-20160810153412/@comment-29527260-20160816023807

Simply put, yes, psionics exist. I did not get into psionics for knowledge, per se. I got into psionics because for the majority of my childhood, I had experienced things, and by that, I mostly mean ghosts (and I was psychic, but that surprisingly had little to do with me getting into psionics). I heard them, I saw them, I communicated with them, and I saw them do things that I would have never believed possible if I was told about them secondhand. I saw that they can move things, create illusions, so much that I couldn't question their existence... I didn't question it too much at first... My mother was always there with me, experiencing what I was, and sometimes my sister, too, so I knew I wasn't crazy.

When I started getting older, and it really hit me in sixth grade tbh, I realized that a fair majority of the population doesn't believe in ghosts. I didn't understand, then eventually, I learned. Because someone might not experience something, by human nature, they are very likely to say it doesn't exist. That's all. They won't search deeper until they are showed something that makes them question what they currently know and believe. I knew ghosts that pushed people, ghosts that dragged the television across the room, ghosts that were jokesters and tried to scare and fuck with everyone, and more. I was rarely alone, so I kept my mind together by talking about it with the people that had been there with me. That's what kept me sane when I figured out that most people don't live the kind of life I've lived.

So, if a ghost could move something on our physical realm, why couldn't I? All the difference was that I had a body, and they didn't. It may not sound like much, but it was enough for me to kickstart my journey. Not only that, but I wanted to know what else I might be oblivious to. If the average person doesn't even believe in ghosts, who am I to think I have everything figured out? I knew that I was pretty ignorant in how this whole life thing works...

I have found so much success along the way of the metaphysical that I can't deny it to myself, anymore. While I may doubt everything occasionally, I have to bring myself to reality again because I know it's ridiculous for me to still deny psionics after all I've been through. By doubting this, I kind of laugh at myself for acting a little too human. Humans are filled with doubt, by the way. Especially self-doubt, disbelief... those kinds of things.

I'm sorry that I've rambled so much. I just don't get asked personal questions often.