Board Thread:Questions and Answers/@comment-24477572-20140129124127/@comment-25407503-20140201061602

extent i was. only through meditstion did i mange to contain the nature of the vampire and fuse the teo halfs into one. now im mile mannered and the aggresive manner of yhe beast only comes out when i protect a loved one. i feed without freeing it. but if i lose it im more demonic than human behavior and physiucal ability. i know way back in my ancestory some of my family dabbled in the occult. thats why i think mtight be a psychic parasite. in that case im probably not a true psi-vamp. but ive talked to others and they all admit to having to sort of dark energy or beast in them. a sort of guiding instict. so psychic parasite or maybe a form of herditary possession. that is a blood boun demon un able to leave the host. ? mine always talked about being trapped. im told. idk im nkt huge on using dark or negitive energies.