Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-6351933-20131214223926/@comment-12830887-20140123044622

Sounds interesting.....

It seems that your abilities are "rebelling" against you. For example, if you imagine an apple spinning, do you notice how sometimes it may spin the other way? I consider this the natural "rebellion" of the mind against the act of focusing. Your mind simply does not want to try psionics, or this specific branch you are working with conflicts with your inner-person. If you would like, switch the subject. But, if you really want to continue, then I suggest listening to some "adrenaline-stimulating" music (not during the night when you aren't sleeping please) and practice concentration, like with the apple tech I mentioned earlier. I had similar issues starting (but not on the same scale.) If you were starting UmbraK, then you should know that I had the same issues of thinking "things" were watching me. It goes away with time, trust me... The hands glowing is probably the adaptation of a third eye forming.

Hope you get past the pre-psionic phase!