Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-17592519-20130904070322/@comment-19903036-20141228213326

Arro Yunora wrote:

I am not skeptical. I don't believe it at all. Any of it. I give a benefit of a doubt that they exist though because the kid in me still wants to believe. I dunno why i'm reading my old posts... But i've changed a lot since I've joined...

What is is about nostalgia that always hits you in the heart most... Why does it appeal to everyone of us the same way. Memories... The site where it's out now. Revolution, Anarchy, separation. This moment that we're in right now... This won't be a memory I want to look fondly back on.

Everyone turning on one another, everyone lacking participating with asking questions and answering them on the forums. There's so much hate, so much rage and anger. The people who once gave me hope to give psionics enough of a chance to come back to, have turned to this... degraded plague of scorn and hatred. No one talks through problems with each other anymore. No one can tolerate each other anymore.

I was the person who didn't believe, the skeptic calling out bull shit on everything, and people always had something to say in retort to me.

Now after some time of seeing why, it's come to the point where i'm one of the people trying to keep it alive. I became one of the people who defended psionics against critiques. Even if I can't do anything myself, everyone gave me enough hope that there was something there.

It was so beautiful it brought tears to my eyes... Now the same site that i've looked onto for a year and some months, brings tears of sadness and regret... I don't want to remember it like this.

If this is really what's become of things, I won't... I just don't know. I know I can't stay. I just can't.

But it's dead to me now. It's just a painful hollow memory of something I once fondly enjoyed...

I miss the Fae's.