Board Thread:Questions and Answers/@comment-23851021-20130928125844

Hey, fellow psi-mates. I've had my share of paranormal experiences, though that is pretty unrelated to this. What I thought was a poltergeist turned out to be unreleased energy, as suggested by someone on another forum. They asked if I've had these "encouters" only in a raw emotional state, and the answer was yes.

I tried making psi balls, I've had great luck with them. I, and my "non-believing" friends can feel the energy and heat. I've programmed a psi-ball to heal my brother, if that's even possible. And his illness was cured in a few minutes. He was astonished! I can move and rotate psiwheels.

Even though all of this is pretty trivial, but it seems a lot to me as I'm an amateur.

But this isn't the problem.

Since I got into Psionics, strange things started happening. Things that I didn't consider coincidence after the 7th time or so.

If I focused hard at first, not wanting something to happen, it wouldn't. Yes, there are chances that these are pure coincidence, but what are the chances of your teachers' cars crashing, family members dying, or people getting ill 10 out of 10 times I didn't want them to show up.

A few months back, I didn't want the math teacher to show up. Not as in a simple "It'd be great if they didn't come". I really didn't want them to come.

Her sister died.

A week ago, I didn't want to get on the airplane. Guess what? The plane had technical difficulties and we had 5+ hours of delay. I took my words back, and the same moment they anounced they were boarding.

3 days ago I was wishing for a teacher not to show up and his brother died.

Now, I don't wish for their siblings to die or anything to happen to them.

'''I would never do that. And I understand that this sounds like a narcissistic teen believing that she gets what she wants, but it's not. I'm genuinely scared. I feel guilty. I feel like I've harmed these people. My friends have started noticing this, and they don't believe in this sort of thing. Is this altering reality? Causing bad luck? Is there any way to stop it?''' 