User blog:Nitshade/Ze Nitsu Blog! Update 1

Oh hi, didn't notice you stalking me on the internet there.

sorry, couldnt resist putting that in, anyway these blogs are just a THING I am going to be doing so that other epple can use it as a guide to their learning of the metaphysical and psionic skills and ESP, or so I can look back as a reference. Think of this as a unprivatised book of shadows... except it's for Psionic stuff, not wiccan rituals.

Turning back to the fringe abilities reseach It's been doing quite well. The pages are quite exciting.

I am also STILL trying to open my Third eye/activate my pineal gland, I think it's working, while I listen to that psychic subliminal I get a tingly feeling sometimes on the little dip on my nose, where your nose meets your forehead, so I suppose now would be a good time to start doing the THO mantra stuff.

In other news I am getting a wand! woop

please don't kill me for saying that let me explain! A wand can be used to channel, refine and concentrate energy. It's like those extra wheels you attach to bikes so its easier to learn.

I have also been asking my pendulum some question of which I will share with you at a later date, If you have any questions (That can be answered by a yes or no of course!) you want to ask, just comment them and I will ask the pendulum, record what I said to it and record its answer and in the next blog post we can all be happy with our yes's/no's.

I am still keeping a dream journal, had a dream about an elevator which was odd because I was thinking about them before I went to sleep. I suppose I could use this to dream about say, electrokinesis. Dreams are powerful gateways to the subconscious after all.

I have begun keeping an Emotion journal as well now, normally this would be easy but I have Apathy, I don't know if I was born with it, developed it or what. Nothing traumatic has happend to me that wuold cause it. Hopefully keeping this emotion journal would help. Hopefully.

(Apathy is a lack of good emotion, at least for me my most felt emotion is frustration. I just can't seem to register what I am feeling or seemingly feel anything.)

Well now I have emptied out my life of all meaningfull things, the blog post will end here. Hopefully when I have opned my third eye I will be able to train abilities more and then there will be more content.